2010

How bittersweet a year this as has been as we wind down the hours and get ready for the New Year before us. Mine has been one of adventures~ new friends~ new business relationships and purging of those whom just "don't get it" as we like to say. I have been open and candid with my tales and triumphs over the past few month's and remain true to my word as I always have been. What I came home to no one should ever have to feel that level deceit and betrayal but it was not just one person. I came thru the fire and now stand on my two 7" stilletos and though the tears came quite readily a entirely new person whom had lost some of herself along the way emerged. I am determined not defeated.

The other person who now haunts me thru facebook will meet her own destiny. It is so easy to hide behind others, how cowardly these actions are that I pity her. For she will remain stuck, playing a game trying to be something she will never be nor ever could be due all to her own issues she chose not to face. So for me to be the scapegoat just will not happen any longer. She has to look in the mirror everyday ~ Karma baby is a BIOTCH and mine just so happens to wear 7" Louboutins and yes I can run, jump and swim in them if I have to. It is sad when one tries to assume anothers role ~ be happy with whom you are as you can't be anyone else but you no matter how you try. How did it work for ya?

So has the healing begun yes and each day baby steps are taken. Communciation has opened and that is all I asked for. It was needed for us to move in any type of forward motion. I refuse to remain "stuck" over actions of others. ~ I am good with whom I am today,tomorrow and the next. Does the story end here? Oh no there is so much more to tell as this path has only just begun ~I have yet to really get to the good stuff~

Happy New Year to all !